my head throbbed way too much as i felt all the levels of metres deep shell i enveloped around me was stripped off layer by layer.
all this while,
with all that shell i have, it's so easy for me to be able to emotionally detach from people. Even people that I've forged really close bonds with. I dont know if its because deep down I just don't care, or isit my way of avoiding the real, embedded issue?
sometimes i think people put walls up not to keep people out but to see who cared enough to knock them down.
as, say sorry all you want but this time round i think youve truly lost it.
adam road later and away from all this for awhile. this is insane.
it was made known that i hold my pride way too high, that i let my pride get in the way too much.. i dont know .. now my head is throbbing again and i should prolly get ready. i have to go out within an hour.
